Here I'll help you out.
Why are you pissed off Locke?
OMG EVERYONE, THAT'S SO EASY!!
Here, I'll tell ya......and screw the bold text.
A couple of months ago I cut my pinky finger really bad, and I can't bend the tip of it. Well I cut the nerve, and the tendon, so basically I'll need surgery. If I get surgery, I'll have to do all this crap, where the surgeon will have to make a tube like thing and connect the tendon from the bottom of my finger to the top.
First, we have to see if the tendon is in place. If the tendon is in place, then they just have to connect it to the other end, and they don't have to make a little tunnel, or tube thing for the tendon to go through.
If it's not in place, it means it snapped back to the palm of my hand when it was cut, and the surgeons will have to make a tunnel, or tube like thing for the tendon to go through. Usually if a tendon snaps back, it pushes or breaks the tunnel that the tendon goes through.
Basically if I go through these operations, I'll have to wear a hand device thingy for 5 weeks for it to heal completely.
The main problem here is that afterwards I won't be able to lift anything for approx. 5-6 months, more like 5 months, with my right hand. So that basically means I can't even lift a chair or table with my right arm. It'l be completely useless.
So is it worth going through the surgery, and spending 5 months without the use of my hand? Honestly, between school and work, I don't think I could do it. Not being able to use my right hand for 5 months, would really suck.
Honestly, It's not the end of the world, and I'm sure there are other people with better problems than I, (better problems? well you know what I mean), but I'm debating whether or not to go through surgery, or just live with a pinky finger that can't have it's tip bent...basically making a full fist is almost impossible...my pinky finger sticks out..
The first step is to see whether or not the tendon is still sitting in it's orginal place....I've just been thinking ahead.
I'm probably just really stressed from many things....the pinky finger....school....papers.....work.....a girl I love, who doesn't feel the same way....and all that type of good stuff.
...and rather than use my online journal, which I do have...I figuered I'd write here, because I get to get some responces.
